forgive and forget :)

Honestly, I am unsure of what would I tell you if ever we see each other again. I hate it that you are still hurting me even when you're already gone everything's done between us. I hate I that I am having a hard time forgetting about you and everything we shared about. I hate seeing you happy because I find it unfair that you seem to feel no pain at all while I am drowned in this prodigy. You know, how I wished you would just disappear when I snap my fingers. I wanna tell you that I hate you so much for everything you did. You are so rude, mean and cruel. But when I talk to you it seems so absurd that I mellow down and say we could still be friends despite everything you did. And I hate it. Because even for the very last time you lied to me. You pretty sure know what am I talking about. It is much disappointing because I already knew it from others and yet your still hesitant to tell me about it. But don't worry because I think I already figured it out. I just wish you happiness. You were already forgiven, at the same time forgotten. And now I am starting to know you again. Not the same way before, but a new acquiantance God sent me. I miss you friend.:(

Kelly Clarkson - because of you